♥Wednesday, 12 October 2011♥
now tell me what should i do ? i really don't know what to do .
yesterdae i plan to slack with him . for the very the last time . just to heel my heart pain . bt , then yesterdae was the worst lepak ever . i get to know he like this girl . and he plan to make that girl like him . then he will start confess his feeling to that girl . in fact i do know who is the girl he like . bt , then i just be strong and accpt the fact . that he is not mine . just need to pray hard that one dae they are together . as long thats what make him happy . im okae . i don't give in . abt it . although i still like or love him . bt , whats the point . if him dont even care abt my feeling . yesterdae . before i go home . i plan to asked can i hug you abit longer . bt , then i didnt tell him . he hug me for so long . till now i feel his hug . and make me miss him . i wont tell him that i miss him . coz , i know wont care abt it . si jyeah . im here trying to be strong face all this . i will smile infront him . like what i always do . while my heart is still in pain . bt , is okae . let me feel the pain . bt , not him . i will try my very best to forget abt him . i know is hard. bt , i have no choice . i just to wait till someone stole my heart like he stole my heart . he really a different guy . that i knew before .
i miss the way he make me laugh .
i miss the way he make smile .
i miss the way he treated me like im someone special to him .
i miss the time he confess that he admire me .
i miss the way he joke around with me .
i miss the way he call me EX , WIFE . :')
Part time husband . i will never this date 29072011 ~ the day you confess to me that you like me .
part time husband . i will never forget the dae you make me fall in love with more .
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 11:11 pm
@ 11:11 pm
♥Monday, 10 October 2011♥
Heyy Readers !
been busy , so have no time to update . so jyeah ! sorry readers hehes !
here the story i wanna share with you guys . im seriously in a confused mood . and don't know what should i do right now . haish !
how im supposed to forget a guy that i really in love with . i waited for him almost going to five month . yes , i admit he do tell me that he admire me . and i told him that i like him too . bt , when im trying to get closer with . he feel irritated with it . kae , fine . i accept that reason . so try to seldom text him or even meet him . hmm . bt , then . after a few month later . i get to know that his fall in love with a girl in my sch . bt , then i think back . does he ever care abt my feeling toward him for the past few month ? do he ? i don't know . yes , i admit i do fall for his words that came out from his mouth . i can't resist it . im weak i guess . i dont know . haish ! he did told me about the girl he fall in love with . i hold back my tears . i try to be strong with . bt , in the end i hurt myself . haish ! yes , i wanted forget about him . bt , i can't . he keep playing on my mind every now and then . and for the first time . everytime i saw a guy . i wont get attracted with them . although those guys a more cute and hot then him . bt , as for me his hot and cute then those others guys . i dont know how i feel right now . everytime he smile or hug . i fall in love with him more and more . i can't bare with it . i just wish , that one dae he know how i feel toward him . i wish he know that i waited for him for a very long time .
just pray hard that one dae he would be mine and i could treasure it and last long . hmmmm . haish !
Till here then . i will try to update soon aitee ?
See ya !
With love Nanaah<3
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 7:01 pm
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