Nanaah Hyperh

2011-10-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

now tell me what should i do ? i really don't know what to do . yesterdae i plan to slack with him . for the very the last time . just to heel my heart pain . bt , then yesterdae was the worst lepak ever . i get to know he like this girl . and he plan to make that girl like him . then he will start confess his feeling to that girl . in fact i do know who is the girl he like . bt , then i just be strong and accpt the fact . that he is not mine . just need to pray hard that one dae they are together . as long thats what make him happy . im okae . i don't give in . abt it . although i still like or love him . bt , whats the point . if him dont even care abt my feeling . yesterdae . before i go home . i plan to asked can i hug you abit longer . bt , then i didnt tell him . he hug me for so long . till now i feel his hug . and make me miss him . i wont tell him that i miss him . coz , i know wont care abt it . si jyeah . im here trying to be strong face all this . i will smile infront him . like what i always do . while my heart is still in pain . bt , is okae . let me feel the pain . bt , not him . i will try my very best to forget abt him . i know is hard. bt , i have no choice . i just to wait till someone stole my heart like he stole my heart . he really a different guy . that i knew before . i miss the way he make me laugh . i miss the way he make smile . i miss the way he treated me like im someone special to him . i miss the time he confess that he admire me . i miss the way he joke around with me . i miss the way he call me EX , WIFE . :') Part time husband . i will never this date 29072011 ~ the day you confess to me that you like me . part time husband . i will never forget the dae you make me fall in love with more .

2011-10-10T19:01:00.000-07:00

Heyy Readers ! been busy , so have no time to update . so jyeah ! sorry readers hehes !

here the story i wanna share with you guys . im seriously in a confused mood . and don't know what should i do right now . haish ! how im supposed to forget a guy that i really in love with . i waited for him almost going to five month . yes , i admit he do tell me that he admire me . and i told him that i like him too . bt , when im trying to get closer with . he feel irritated with it . kae , fine . i accept that reason . so try to seldom text him or even meet him . hmm . bt , then . after a few month later . i get to know that his fall in love with a girl in my sch . bt , then i think back . does he ever care abt my feeling toward him for the past few month ? do he ? i don't know . yes , i admit i do fall for his words that came out from his mouth . i can't resist it . im weak i guess . i dont know . haish ! he did told me about the girl he fall in love with . i hold back my tears . i try to be strong with . bt , in the end i hurt myself . haish ! yes , i wanted forget about him . bt , i can't . he keep playing on my mind every now and then . and for the first time . everytime i saw a guy . i wont get attracted with them . although those guys a more cute and hot then him . bt , as for me his hot and cute then those others guys . i dont know how i feel right now . everytime he smile or hug . i fall in love with him more and more . i can't bare with it . i just wish , that one dae he know how i feel toward him . i wish he know that i waited for him for a very long time . just pray hard that one dae he would be mine and i could treasure it and last long . hmmmm . haish !

Till here then . i will try to update soon aitee ? See ya ! With love Nanaah<3

2011-08-17T22:56:00.000-07:00

hey , currently now im in class . bt , im not in ther mood to do anything . bt , seriously i feel like crying . :'( can i cry please ? haish ! i guess now i have to be strong to forget and ignore abt him . coz , i feel is not worth it for me . if i like that person bt , that person don't even care what i feel . so what for . i guess . KARMA just hit me . so , i have to bare with it lah . Haish . i just hate this feeling so FUCKING MUCH ! :(

2011-08-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

hey peeeps !

yeah , i know is been a very long time i didn't update my blog .

hahas ! been busy with sch . bt , i will prominse i will update my blog . starting from now . hahas !

just hope you guys didn't get bored visit my blog yeah .

hahas ! hope you guys doing fine . coz , im doing fine . :)

So take care guys .

ILOVEYOU ALL <3

2011-03-07T08:48:00.000-08:00

Im still awake ..Gosh ! Time check 12.50pm...

Haish ! stupid Project Management ...grrr !

have to do this and that...

Hate it man...

And im not sure..what time im going to bed ...

im too tired and sleepy..cant take it sey... gosh ..

All my team member dont want to do .. Fuck right ? I know .. haish ! what to do .. i wanna get great Mark..so have to do my very best..hmm ..

2011-03-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hey currentlly i with nisah at sch ! actually wa can go bck ..bt , since we dont have anything to do at home..so we plan to slack at sch around 4plus .. hahas ! BORED ...

bt , i did have fun with NISAH ...hahas !

and now i with her doing our own things hahahas ! :)

my intention go to MLC just to watch this malay movie call " khurafat" bt , im sick and tired waiting for the video to loading .. ahaahs ! so , i choose to update my blog..cause , i know is been alot time i nvr update my blog hahas ! now i going to share with you abt my life ..

so far my life is great .. and i enjoy it .. hahas ..

and , im so call " TAKEN"

Im with going to 1week .. bt , he started to show me his bad attitude .. like WTH !

bt , i just follow the flow .. hahs ! i wanna see how far he can go by doing this me . .. hahahas !

im sick thinking abt him. .

Im still young ..

Life must ENJOY .. am i right ?

hahahas ! :)

2011-02-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

please dont blame me if i were to change my attitude ..

Shah . i really hate you so much .. how could you did this to me .. after i did something good to you ..and this is want i get it return ? WOW ! *clap hand* i always be there for you when ever u need someone to talk and let your feeling out .. haish ... i dont mind if you wanna blame me .. bt , this is to much ... you dont even care how i feel ... bt , you want me to know how you feel .. you make me fall in love with you .. and you just DUMB me just like that ? Seriously u such FUCKER ! I dont know how im going to face all this ..

i will try to smile , bt deep down my heart im really hurt .. .

2011-02-15T08:39:00.000-08:00

Pantat , you can put the Blame on me .. and because of me .. u nga feecar arh nothing .. in fact i dont what really happened ..

at first i make up my mind to leave you .. and move on .. bt , just now u really hurt me ..

Pantat : u happy now ? and i nga her tkder paperh ..

haish ! :'( nmpk sak u slhkan i kan ..

tapy tkperh kan .. i accpt the fact is my fault..psl i u're nothing with her ..

Haish !

Thanx for everything u did to me .. i really app'it alot .. thanx for being there for me...

you're the best...

2011-02-14T08:53:00.000-08:00

Pantat ! I miss you ..

Can't wait to meet you tmr .. and took some picture with you .. hope tmr i had fun with..hees !

kae , now i know you're watching TITANIC ..hahas !

dabes tgk jgn luperh msg me ehk .. heees :)

anw , pantat tkmo sedih2 lah .. u still got me to be there for you and cheer up kan ? so SMILE kae dear ..

Babi , tk suker lah Pantat sedih2 .. It will make me worried abt you tau ..

So smile kae ..I make sure tmr U will Smile All the way .. heees:)

Pantat , Take Good Care of yourself .. tkmo stress2 nnti ur sickness dtg alek ..

SCANDAL , i miss you like HELL ..

meet up soo kae.. And Please Take Good Care Of yourself tau ...

Till here then ..

wanna continue watching TITANIC heees :)

2011-02-01T08:02:00.000-08:00

Hey ,

Im happy that i get to meet JayJay Qatek and Chak Chak ( u know who )

hahas.. is been long time nvr meet them ..but , sadly we meet just for awhile .. :(

but . nvm atleast i get a hug from both of them .. Mwahahahas !

Actually todae is my moody dae .. *Girls thingy* to all my friend im sorry for being moody todae .. hahahs ..

Kae while i was otw home .. i dont knw why i started to cry .. *Random Mode*

so i reach home around 4.30pm .. when i reach home .. i have no idea whats up with my mum todae .. coz , todae she being so irritating to the MAX ! wth ...

hahas:)

And now Im chatting Fiq.. althought we dont have any topic to talk .. bt , i try my best not to mute ..sorry Dear .. hahas. ..

Kae fiq , this for you . .actually i admit im JEALOUS ... after read ur profile at FB ..hahas ! but , i dont want to tell ..hahas:)

Till Here then :)

Imissyou <3

2011-01-20T17:10:00.000-08:00

Hey is been long time i didn't update my blog ! hhas ! i been so freaking lazzy to update actually muahahahas ! anw , i just wanna share then i really have meeting DOG yesterdae .. is been long time i didn't get to me Him since the dae we break up ..haish ! but , is okaelah ..as long i get to meet him yesterdae..im cool with it ..heees :) we did talk alot yesterdae ..heees ! the most sweet and sad thing is ..yesterdae while we were otw to tamp inter .. i show him all his msg from the dae i get to know him... hahas ! his face was shocked ..hahas ! wth ! and i was viewing his phone i saw his photo with his new GIRL ! .. i wanted to cry actually .. bt , i cant cause there's no more tears for me to cry ..hahas ! after that he complain that he was tired ..so lend my shoulder for him to rest ..aww ! my heart beat beep fasst ! i really miss those moment ..haish ! then is stil early ..so i and him walk around century square ..and while we walk around i told him all my feeling ..that i cant move on and BLAH BLAH BLAH ...and i really love him so much ... like seriously .. and the best part is get to look into his EYEs and Hug him ! aww ! i miss you now .. i really wish u were mine bck .. coz , is really hard for me to forget all abt you ... i know u love her more then me .. but , would u give me chance to prove to you how much u really mean to me ..and i prove to you how much i love you ! and i want you to know that I WILL WAIT FOR YOU .. that is my promise for you .. i know is hard ..but , that is the only thing i can do to prove to you .. hmmm ! :(

2010-12-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hey , is been a few dae's i didn't update my blog .. hmm...being lazy arh to update my blog .heees :D currently now im on the Phone ika..but , we don't have any topic to talk about ...we are out of idea..hahas:D

Ouh ya ! i miss my BACEN so much ..heees

i feel so tired actually haish .. i have to wake up early in the morning .. to buy school books for my small brother..(Kacau jer org nk tdor)

and in the afternoon meet my mother at her workplace then we heading to my uncle place.. around 5plus we meet my dad at bedok .. and had our dinner at Mr Teh Tarik..haahahas:) YUMMY !

after had our dinner we walk around at bedok central ..and around 8.30 we heading home .. but . before we head home we drop by at hougang mall just to brought my small brother a BASKETBALL ..gosh ! hahas:D

around 9.30 we reach home.. hahas :D

im so freaking TIRED to the MAX !

Kaelah till here..

Nk dengar MJ12 !

Charlos ! :D

2010-12-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hey , atlast my problem with My bbhy da settle gosh !

seriously i really had enough gaduh nga die..hahahas:D

but , mcm kinda weird arh ..after we fight die mcm act differently gtu arh ... i don't know how to describe arh..hees:D

But , nvm lah i have to be patience ..is bcoz !

I love my only Bbbhy ! hees:D

<3<3

2010-12-14T01:02:00.000-08:00

Seriously i don't know what really happened to you.. you've changed a lot..

i know you're up sad about your grades ..i know you try your very best to pulled up your grades and badly want to take the course you always dreams of.. but, there's nothing you can do..if have to accpt the fact .. i try my best to understand you .. but , what u give me ? SHIT ..i try to cool u down .. and yet you said that ur friend understand you ..and i dont understand you .. WTF ..tkmo perangai lah .. haish ! what for you send sweet msg if your attitude like this ? common arh ..aku bkn tempat kau nk lepaskan geram wokae ?

i seriously dont want to have any fight between us like seriously..

Kaelah fine ... i will give you time to cool yourself down .. *tears rolling*

pandai2 kau carik aku lah ehk .. I really sick and tired..

HAISH :'(

2010-12-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

Right now i MISS my BOYFRIEND , ChaCha And Bebe..
I dont know when can i meet my bf .. is been 11daes i didnt get to meet him..Haish ! Sedih Bulu :(
ChaCha and Bebe will be bck from singapore on 14dec..haish ..miss both them alot ..
im make sure when they are back im so going to meet them ASAP ...hahahaahaas :D
I LOVE YOU LAH ! <3>
Boyfriend ;
Im soorry for making u upsad or what .. i really love you alot.. i dont care what other ppl say abt you..all i know right now you really meant alot to me.. i cant imagine without you im my heart.. i know u maybe hurt me alot .. but , i still love you for who u're <3<3

BABI sayang ONE and Only DOG ! <3<3

2010-12-10T06:40:00.000-08:00

I will be missing you guys alot when u guys going to thailand tmr till tuesdae ..

haish ! i also dont know what to do when u guys are not in singapore..

but , i hope u guys have fun alright at there :D.. gy shoopiing tau ...

hahas..:D and make sure do text me when u guys coming bck to singapore :)

i'll be waiting for for ur msg..hahas:DD

2010-12-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hey , this is the picture we took while we were at woodlands waterfront ..

hahas..we did have fun together laugh as loud as we can ...

is really a wonderful dae .. i really clear off my mind like seriously ..

THANX CHACHA , DIANNA AND FAEZA for making my dae :)

i love you guys alot <3>

2010-12-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

Hey !

now currentl i and my scandalest ZAZZA at tamp ...

studying for our EXAM..hahas:D

zazza now busy study while i was playing her lappy hahas...

she actually cant focus study coz , in her mind she was thinking abt her BF...

she keep praying hard that her BF come down and meet her..coz , she been texting and called him but , till now no ans ..hahas...Kesiannye die..

hmm..now , im totally bored sey ..nk blajar mcm tkderh mood jer nk blajar..SEDIH BULU..

but now..Im MISSSING My Bbhy badly :( *sobsob*

haish ! :(

Kaelah till here then :)

C.H.A.R.L.O.S ! <3

2010-12-03T21:01:00.000-08:00

I Wake up in the morning and Guess what ..

His face suddenly just appear on my mind..GOSH !

I MISS HIM ALOT:( !

Todae i cant otf with him ...*sobsob*

kae now im helping my abg masak jemput2 ..aderh hati nk masak jemput2 hahas:D

PEACE ...Dapur turh da mcm playground..Hahahas

DAPUR MESSSSY !

Kaelah till here then ! CHARLOS !

Nanaa[H]yperh<3

2010-12-02T19:37:00.000-08:00

Hey ! GOOOD MORNING :D

actually i was supposed go to sch todae..but , then i didn't goo Hahahs..

I was supposed to meet Bebe Candyfloss at woodland around 7.45 but , then bebe overslept..hahs

But , nvm maybe she tired that whys she cant wake up..hahas ...

Im bored at home like seriously ..i already did my house work...hahas..and now im blogging ..

hmmm... i feel like continue my sleep coz , i feel so sleepy ..

Oh ya , to my dearest bestie ..I really hope theres nothing going to happened to ur grandMother..

Be strong okae :) I miss youu ... i will pray hard for ur GrandMother:)

till here then :)

I think i wanna continue my sleep..hahahas: )

and Bbhy , I MISS YOU ! <3

Bye :D

Nanaa[H]yperh<3

2010-12-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

My favorite of Zazza Pic ..

My Favorite ..

Hahahahas:D

Zazza RANDOM ..

Tigger and Care Bear .. <3

2010-12-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

Bbhy , i miss you :(

i really have fun meeting you yesterdae..*so called arh* heees:)

Thanx for sending me home yesterdae nyite..

soorry i didn't talk much with you while i and my friend(zazza) was window shopping...

heees...da kater pompan kan..hahas:DD

and

zazza be strong okae i know how feel...just move on with ur life..lelaki mcm turh da gune lah...

u're still young and preetty...so cheer up kae..

i know u miss him fucking bad..Bt , what can you do kalau die da mcm gtu kan ?

hahas...dont worry ur PART TIME is here to entertaint u ..

im currently in sch having Web Development ...hahas

Suck man... i hate it ..wee ! kaelah till here then ...

Nk continue my work !

bye ..

CHARLOS !

Bbhy , iloveyou ! <3

Nanaa[H]yperh <3

2010-11-30T06:01:00.000-08:00

Aku rindu BBHYku !

*sob sob*

Bbbhy u miss me tk ? coz , i miss you badly arh :((

get to meet him for awhile jer...sad:(

coz , he have to go to work haish...hahas

but , nvm lah atleast dpt umper jgak per...but , we didn't get a chance to hug each other.gosh !

kae , after sending him to his workplace...

i and my friend when to escape theme park...coz , she get a free ticket..wee...

i really had fun...! hahas

we been spending there around 5hr like that arh..then we slack at e-hub.then , we heading home..

at it was raining Heavily ! gosh ....

hahas...kaelah till here then

CHARLOS !!

2010-11-27T23:44:00.000-08:00

Yooo !

Kae i know my blog mati...da lamer tk update..hahas..PAISEEY !

hahas..im bored at home..nothing to lor..

hmm...i also dont know what to type here...

2010-11-16T09:15:00.000-08:00

seriously sumpah aku tk tawu asl nga aku !

mcm nk nages jer !

mate aku sampai bengkak menages psl die...

i know is hard for u to throw ur bad habit away..

but , i told u that im giving you time to change..

in fact im hurt ..

i was totally speechless and my tears started to drip ...i try to hold back but i cant..

gosh ! sort siak ...grrrr !

seriously i dont know what to type...

argh !

i really my time to be alone... i really love him alot..i cant imagine without him ..

i dont know what should i do now...

god please give me strength ... i cant take it anymore...

*tears rolling* :''(

till here then ..

i cant take it anymore...

:"(

2010-11-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

hey , is been long time i didnt update my blog ! hahas ...

paiseyy arh ..coz , my laptop got virus hees !

relax miss my baby alot sey !

hahas :)

Next topic...

so many thing really happened to me..GOSH !

and mostly is BAD THING !

GRRR !

but , what to do this is life ...right ?

hmm...todae i feel so disappointed coz , while i was otw to cafe1 i saw heidi .. i really miss her so much .. but , she dont really care abt me .. i treasure for so long..and now i losing you.. in fact she dont know how much she really meant to me ..

haix !

for this five years we build our friendship and end up !

Kaelah ..

nanaah just forget abt it ..

just now i really have fun with shah<3>

they really make my dae ..

i love you guys so much !

weeee !

and now i otf with ess ! is been 1hr plus going to 2hr.. we talking otf..hahas:)

long kan ?

hmm...

kaelah ..till here then :)

nyites !

swit dream ! <3>

2010-11-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

hey !

actually i have no plan for todae..

Wish all the Indian's

HAPPY DEEPAVALI !

im bored at home seriously ..

ltr maybe going out.. accompany mama go courts..

hahahas :)

feel so lazy to do anything..feel like want to sleeep arh..

but , cannot sleep..grr ..

haiiix !

Next topic...

yesterdae nyites i really have fun texting love...

i love him and he love me too . but, i will give him time to throw away his bad habit.. which is *FLIRT WITH OTHER GIRL*

he told me that he scared that he going to hurt me if we're together..

then i was like hmmm ...

hopefully he cant throw his bad habit just for me ..

i really love him ..

and now im starting to miss him alot lot !

grrr!

how i wish he was right beside me now..

kaelah till here then :)

Charlos !

:DDD

2010-11-03T23:19:00.000-07:00

Seriously i dont know how express my feeling any more... i feel so dissapointed ... in fact i dont know what i did wrong or right... it hurt when my own friend did this to me..after we share alot of thing... and this is what i get in return...is feel so hurt deeply...the ppl u trust the most can do to this... wooooow ! i like it so much .... Thanx ehk....

2010-10-29T06:14:00.000-07:00

hey ,

todae i was supposed to go sch with adil(jack jack) hahs

but , something funny happened..he miss the bus that i board..hahas

everytime we plan go back or go sch together..always GAGAL !

haas..

Next Topic ..

After sch I and Nad When to Shah house ..to visit him..

coz , he just came back from his Surgery ...

while i was visit him..i wanted to cry but i hold bck my tears..

im speechleess

and

im Shocked..

i didn't talk much with him...

like i say i was speechlees...

i was supper dupper worry abt him...

I like can feel his Pain..

Haix !

i dont know lah ehk...

kaelah..till here then :)

Signing Off !

Nanaah Hyperh ! <3:)>

2010-10-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hey ..

have fun with ijat and elly Just now while accompany elly collect her phone..

hahas...after that i and elly heading to lavender meet mummy and her lil brother Thaqif..

Omg , Her Lil Brother super ACTIVE..hahas..have fun play wiht Thaqif..after taking elly Passport..we haeding home... while we were waiting for bus.. I and elly Saw this two Butch Was sitting at one corner... while we were standing ..elly told me that she was scared that those two butch was looking at us...hahas...

after a few minutes later..the two butch board up the bus... i accidentally looked up..while i look up the butch was smiling w=and waving at me..

I was LIKE OMG !

HELLO PPL PLEASE..IM STRAIGHT !

hahas..

Kaelah..

Gtg..

Nyites :D

2010-10-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

I feel so lonely and left out .. Is like everybody has their own life..and im like a LAMP POST for them ... They , don't even care how i feel...

kae change topic ppl...

todae afternoon i when to meet my first bestfriend Ika..at Paya lebar.. Fetch her from there..

i waited for her abt 1hr30min...hahas....until i wanted to fall asleep sey..

hahas :D

after that i head home..around 7.30pm i reach home...woow !

kae.. now im watching malay drama with my mom..grr...my mom so noisy...

haahas :)

i dont know whether tmw plan Jadi ker tk ?

hopefully tmr jadi sey...coz , tmr i have no plan ..

haiix !

kaelah..gtg...

Nyites :D

2010-10-20T23:09:00.000-07:00

hey !

now im at klass..hahas..but , i have no mood to do anything ..

grr...i dont know why ..i feel like crying..haix !

i feel so lonely.. all my frend semua da ade yg punye..

abey , aku mcm JADI LAMP POST FOREVER SEY ...

dorg semua busy dngn MATAER dorg...

naseb naseb....

just need someone to cherish my LOVE..thats all ... semua lelaki aku knal..semua PERANGAI MCM SETAN ..tawu tk..

aku mcm da fed-up sey..

mcm nk jadi lesbian jer...

mataer nga pompan lagy bgus daripade nga lelaki..

haix !

dahlah...gtg..

i wannt do my stuff...

CHARLOS :D

2010-10-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hey YOO !

Im still at home..waiting for khai..hahas :D

Actually..im totally give up sey falling in love...

i know who i am ...

so , yea...

haix !

kaelah..gtg..

Nk off to sch !

BYE !

CHARLOS !

2010-10-18T19:13:00.000-07:00

Morning PPL !

todae i dont know what happened to me..come to sch so early...hahahas :)

good girl ma ... todae my class now start 10...and now im waiting for rinah ..

hees :)

is time for me to change man...hahas :)

by todae i have to complete me PM1 project...grr...lucky im done with my proposal..hahas :D

Yesterdae i really had fun slacking with elly , ijat and faris and redhill ...

we slack until 7...

and guess what..

ijat bite me..and now my hand is swollen thanx to him...grrr !

i can play merry go round at my hand..hahas :)

kaelah..gtg...

bye :)

2010-10-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

Hey !

im now at my auntie house..

planning to do my sch project..cause by tmr i have to submit it...

grrr...

i now im waiting for khairul to send me the business plan ..

yea !

while waiting for him to send me the e-mail..

im helping my sister to download song from youtube..

i feel much more better over here...

i feel more peaceful..

but , i hope when i reach home..everthing going to be fine...

kae gtg...

have to do my work ..

chalos !

2010-10-17T00:23:00.000-07:00

she really testing my patience .. i seriously cannot take it anymore..

feel like running away from home siak ..

i try my very best to cool down..but , i cant

my patience has limit...

i feel like to start smoking back.. cannot take it...

im totally FUCKED UP !

2010-10-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

hey..

Im kinda miss him so much..but , he need time to be alone ...so have to give him sometime...

just hope that everything is going to be fine ..

i try to asked him out this fridae...go watch movie... hopefully he can make it ..

change topic ~~~

actually im kinda sad .. that i cant go to my bestfriend bdae chalet..

im sure she will be disappointed with me..but , i have no choice...

im really sorry..

2010-10-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

Haix !

ppl change ..

what to doo...

i cannot do anything if ppl change kan...

in fact they dont even know if they hurt our feeling..what they know is.. they doing the right thing ..and we're the wrong want..

WTF !

ehk , come on lah.. Please lah ! like seriously...

im really sick and tired of all this ...

u don't even know that u make me cry every sgl dae...with ur attitude... is really hurt me alot... i think u dont even care how i feel lah...

seriously...

2010-10-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

Heyy !

I just Came back meeting my friend and Faris... actually i have no intention meeting him... i and my friend was heading to causeway point.. accompany atikah take her phone. .. when we were heading home .. i received faris phone call ...so i picked up the phone..and he asked me where iam ? then i say at woodland.. so,i wait for him... after i meet him ...we go slack at hougang.. we spend time together.. and he gave me a kiss at my cheek.. i was shocked..haiz ! and the sad things is.. till now i haven get his msg...haiz !

2010-10-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

Heyy !

Im now waiting for him from his frend place to take something.. and he will call me back ..

heees :D

Cant wait to joke around with him..is fun talking with him..but sometimes is irritating lah...

2010-10-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

FUUUUUYOOO !

Wednesdae I start Teaching !

Hahahas !

Kae Now..im Super Duper Freaking BORED !

:DDDDDDDDD

NANAAAH SAYANG KAMURH LAH BODOH !

heeeees:)))

2010-10-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

I got a text from him..

But , the way he text really really make me wanna cry ..

:"(

SERIOUSLY BOY ! U make me hurt so deeply ..

and i really can't take with ur new ATTITUDE ...

grrrrrr !

Sabar Nanaah !

2010-10-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

Thanx Elly !

For changing my BLOGSKIN for the second time ..

I really really like the BLOGSKIN !

Thank you so much !

weee !

Nanaah Sayang Elly :)

2010-10-04T00:36:00.000-07:00

Boy , you hurt my feeling so much ..

i thought u're the want can make me happy and look after me..bt , i guess i was wrong...

dont ever bother to call me or what... the only thing u did was .. msg me and saying u miss me ..

but , all of this it just a lie ! U such a jerk ! i really really hate you... where all the promise u say it to me ? where where ?

i rmbr , u say that u like and love me ? but , what ? do you ever prove it to me ? NO !

U'RE A SWEET TALKER !

I HATE YOU !

U dont even care abt me.. U change boy..

The most i hate was !

uu go out date with ur ex gf..without telling me at the first place...and when i text you.then u tell me...

F _ _ _ _ U SUCH A FUCKER !

U make me like a fool every sgl dae.. u make me wait for you everynight.. and this what i get..

THANX EHK F _ _ _ _ !

2010-09-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

me bored at class ! hahas :) nothing to do.. but now im facebook-ing and listening to music.. Damn freaking bored siak...sumpah BORED ! haaahas -.- ! :D

2010-08-06T09:34:00.000-07:00

Heyy , !

Im like so freaking nervous.. argh !

Because i have to practice for the inter sch competition i think..It will be held at Ite Simei..

And i dont know went is the audition. and this would be my first time singing infront of sch..

and my band wanted me to practice song from Paramore "Born for this" and "That's what you get". And Hey Monday "Homecoming" so i have to practice this three song.. and maybe next week we going to start Jamming .. Hopefully i can fight my nervous away ! :)

2010-07-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

BOO ! Hey ! At last i get to update my blog and my Facebook..Is been 3day's i nvr touch my lappy..heees Feel so lazy.. Hahas... Bt,within this 3day's there so many thing happy..lols I said before that i get to know this guy AZAM.. Guess what ? Yesterdae i went to meet him at BEDOK INTER with my bestie IKA.. I admit, it was freaking fun Meeting him..We did talk and laugh alot.. hahas...in fact at first was freaking nervous..hees..bt , when he came i saw him wearing purple color T-shirt which is my favorite color, he purposely wear that.and i was shocked that we are using the same phone.. hahas...Wow ! can say we spent time together around 1hr plus arh..around 7pm we heading home.. hahas.. and 29.07.10 is our 1month anniversary that we get to know each other..which is TOMORROW ! haha..bt , we plan to meet this fridae..since tomorrow i can't make it.. Bt we're not OFFICIAL YET..We're just TTM-ing.. hees :) And todae ! Mama and Baba Brought me a brand new phone which i didn't ask for it.. i only want a MP3.. and i asked my dad how much u brought that phone.. he said $98..I scold my dad why u brought dad phone ? in fact my phone still can use just that it has a crank on my screen.. i don'r mind abt it.. as long i had a phone.. hahas.. Bt, whatever it is.. I really app'it alot.. hees :) Thanx MAMA and BABA ! ILOVEYOU GUYS SO MUCH ! <3 Till here then ! Signing Off NanaahFarzana:D

2010-07-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

Hey ,

Im just kinda sad.. coz, i had a small quarrel with my bestie.. okae , i really dont know whether i change my attitude..

Ever since She close with Raudah.. i fell left out.. I don't know why lah.. is like i and her didn't talk much lah.. Kae fine.. i admit i dont really like raudah attitude..i cant blame anyone abt this lah...bt , it seem heidi need raudah more then me.. *crying* im just sad abt it.. heidi seem to be more sensitive now a days.. i try to understand he sensitve.. bt , i can't..

kaelah..just stop talking abt this..

Next TOPIC ~

hmm.. can say im happy with someone right now..hees :)

don't know ley.. hahas..Kae Crap..

we are just TTM not more then that.. coz , he not ready for any relationship yet.. in fact both of us dont want rush thing over.. And next thursdae is our 1month of ttm.. hahas..Happy lah..

hees :)

29.06.10 is the dae.. hmm.. hopefully we can happy together..

bt , one thing of him is.. he like to play soccer althought he know that he very tired.. he seem to be "SOCCERHOLIC PERSON".. hahas.. he very funny person also seyy ! i like..

bt , i don't like went he started to nag at me for some reason.. hahas :DD

he very concern toward me and he always be there whenever i need him.. i remember when my dad was warded to hospital.. i told him that i can't sleep.. and he accompany me until 2am until i feel sleeping and make me feel much more better..

heees :)

Till here then :)

<3>

2010-07-20T08:37:00.000-07:00
Hey ,
Is been along time nvr blogging.. hees
Sorry..i've been busy much..
Hmm... Actually there's nothing to update much..
Im just sad that My dad been warded to hospital.. he been suffering Diebetes.. Yesterdae night he been sent to TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL around 12.am... and now i like abit busy..cause i had so many chores to do at home.. i have to look after my small brother and everything else.. so, i dont know whether i can take it or not ? hmm... maybe my dad been warded for 1week at Hospital.. Hopefully he get well soon..
Aites !
Kaelah.. till here then :)

2010-07-10T03:19:00.000-07:00

I don't Know why . is hard for me to forget abt you..
i just keep thinking of you.. in fact there's nothing between us..
cause , i guess that u found someone new in ur life..
everytime i saw you.. i feel happy..
bt , try my very best to forget abt you.. and everytime i spent time with you.. im happy...
bt , i jealous when i saw you with someone... that i don't know..
i don't know what should i do..to really forget abt you..
everytime i flashback.. i cry and cry..
why is this happen to me ?
It just my love to you are so Freaking STRONG..
and
I believe that one dae..
The feeling will fade away..
Bt , till when i have to stay in this situation..
im really hurt right now..

2010-07-09T05:16:00.000-07:00
Thanx !
To my beloved FRIEND !
That celebrated my Bdae.. although is belated already !
Bt , what ever it is.. Im happy..
and really had so much fun..
Thanx for the gives..
App'it alot GUYS !
iloveyou guys so much !
GLAD to have a FRIEND like HEIDI,NATASHA,SOFEA,RAUDAH AND KHAIRUL !
you guys really make my DAE so HAPPENING !
hahas :)

2010-07-04T02:49:00.000-07:00
Heyy ,
Im like so freaking MENDAK at home..
Now , im just blogging listen to song... and around 7plus im like doing my house work..
Like WTF ! im like So the PENAT !
Hahas.. Bt what to doo ! Im a girl Right..
Im like seriously can't wait for tmr Bdae Bash Party for me..
Thanx to Heidi ,Natasha and Eya For Plan this just for me..
Oh My God ! ILOVE THEM so much !
Hopefully Tmr i really had fun .. hees :)

2010-07-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

Heyyy ! I just feel like blogging ! heees :)
Kae.. Now i at home... BORING ! hahas :) im like so FREAKING bored !
im sad.. cause im being GROUNDED with my PARENT.. just because i FAILED my EXAM !
Like i said.. I have to interest In this Course ! OH MY GOD ! bt , what they Forced to take This Course.. So , i respect their decision.. haix .. They Know that im more into MUSIC and In MultiMedia Stuff.. I don't Know why i into MUSIC so much.. Since I won second Place in My music Class during secondary school..from there my interest in music GROWS .. everytime when theres a test Abt music .. i try to put on my effort.. and Pass.. And I get A for music.. hahas :) Infact my Music Teacher told me that im GOOD in Music.. And told my Dad.. That i wanted to join Guitar Class.. Bt , my Parent having Financial problem.. hmm.. Nanaah Will Nvr Give Up ..
Hahas :) Cheyy.. Who Speaking Seyy.. Hahas LOLS ! :D
I just love MUSIC ! Without Music.. I feel So Empty ! Hahas : Random Sia !
Kaelah.. Till Here Then !
Bye .
Take Care
:DD

2010-07-01T09:22:00.000-07:00
Heyy !
As u guys Can See That Todae Is My Birthdae ! Hees.. Yea , I did Have fun todae... Is Been along time my parent Didn't celebrate my Bdae.. and i feel so touch.. That my mom Take a day Off just to celebrate my birthdae.. as for my dad he took a half-day off.. just to spend his whole time with his family.. hahas :) so , the days start.. when i wake-up around 11pluz.. hees.. my mum was still in her room.. and my mum told me to get ready before 5pm..cause after my small brother reach home we have to get prepare.. cause we meeting my dad at hougang inter.. after we meet my dad.. we when to a Cake shop.. And my mum asked me What cake i want ? Then i told her that Just brought the small want cause i know that my family having a financial problem.. Bt , my mum seem just choose.. then..okae lor.. i choose the cake u guys can take a look at the pic.. and again i was so touch..hees .. after brought the cake we when to Lorong Asu to have our dinner..we met my eldest brother at there... My dad said.. Eat whatever you want.. actually i wanted to eat chilli crab.. bt , my both brother said.. Leceh Lah.. Then i decide to eat Fried Rice Pataya and Sweet And Sour Prawn.. My Eldest brother eat Fried Rice my Youngest Brother Eat Rice with Chicken My Dad Eat Seafood Hot Plate and My Mum eat Claypot Rice.. Yummy ! Hahas:) I really enjoy That point of time.. Ise been so long we nvr had Dinner together.. Because my Parent Busy Working.. No Time to spend with their Family.. Hees :) After had our Dinner..we Head Home..Bt , My eldest Brother Said That He Graving to Eat Icee Cream..So we took Bus 151 to hougang Inter and My dad Treat us ice cream at Mac Cafe ! Hahas..
After enjoy eating ice cream.. We head Home !
Hahas.. and my told me that.. Now U're 17years old..u're not 7 years old.. So do act like 17years old teenage.. hahas :)
then we shower up.. and watch tv together except for my youngest brother.. busy watching CARTOON... hahas :)
Then.. One by one goo to beb..
Heees :)
Kae lah till Here THEN !
Take Care !
LOVED : NanaahFarzana

2010-06-30T09:49:00.000-07:00
Heyy !
To all my Dearest FRIEND !
Thanx For All The Wishes !
I really APP'IT ALOT..
U guys make me wanna cry !
Aww !

2010-06-29T19:36:00.000-07:00
Im so Excited !
Bacause TMR IS MY BRITHDAE !!
i'm turning 17 !! wooohoooo !!!!
Can't wait to celebrate with my whole family...
and
Can't wait for sch reopen. because my friend going to celebrate my bdae at sch !
Hahas : ) Bt im being told to bring extra clothes,towel and shampoo...
she said that is going to be BLAST bdae Party ever !
Hahas :) I hope is not that rabak lah the Bdae Party !
Hehes :)

2010-06-27T23:43:00.001-07:00
Hahahas :)
Nanaah Masey Sayang Kan HAKIM !
Why ehk ?
Is been 1week...
i keep thinking of him...
He did contact me bck..Hahas :)
Happy siak !
Is been a long time he nvr msg me.. in the sudden he text me bck !
hahahahas..
Happy Lah Sngt kan !
YESARH !!
And Now we still contact each other like we use to contact !
hahas :)

2010-06-27T22:47:00.000-07:00

PUKI LAH !
AKU BINGIT SIA NGA KAU !
BINGIT SNGT SNGT !
DASAR TK GUNE !
ASL LAK AKU MASEY PIKIR KAN KAU !
KAU DA LAH HANCUR KAN SEMUA !

2010-06-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

AKU BENCI KAU SANGAT SANGAT !
BODOH PUNYE JANTAN !
ARGH !

2010-06-25T05:03:00.000-07:00
I don't know why i keep thinking of you.. every minute every second and every hour. u were like playing in my head .. i try not to think of you.. don't know these few days i keep thinking of you.. there nothing between us.. i did forget about you.. is like in the sudden happen i think about you.. i try to pretend that nothing happen.. i just keep smiling.. in fact.. in my deep heart I'm crying and hurt's alot. cause i don't want anyone know's how i feel .. i try my very my best to hide this feeling.. bt , is to strong .. i don't know who i wanted to share... so i decided to let it out at my blog .. Do i have any feeling toward you ? in fact there's nothing between us.. we don't even talk like we use too.. is like both of us change our attitude to each other.. i don't know what i did wrong to you until we don't even talk to each other.. i feel like guilty about it..
kaelah.. till here then :(
i have no more word to say..
I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING !

2010-06-21T21:13:00.000-07:00
Im totally ANGRY with someone Out there...
I don't like when someone say something to my BESTFRIEND .. i will fight bck with him...
He older that me .. Im afraid ? PLEASE LAH.. u're Just 19yr old.. but , ur mind side is like a Child asking for milk... So do Act Maturely PLEASE !

2010-06-20T01:01:00.000-07:00
Heyy , ! Im kinda Sad I don't know why.. I feel like i unwelcome i this family... all my family Don't Support me in my INTEREST ! argh ! I don't why is hard for them to understand my interest and what i want ? isit hard ? i just need time to spend my life... what they want is me to stay at home every single dae look after my brother.. ehk , Hello.. i got a future... haix ! even my small brother don't even RESPECT me as His sister... i don't know what im going to do... i know im big enough to thing what good for me.. and i know what good for me.. they don't even Support me Joining DRAMA ! I don't care.. that is my Interest... they can't do anything.. that is my interest.. ARGH !! IM SOO FREAK OUT !!!

2010-06-08T06:29:00.000-07:00
Heyy ! At last ! I know how to edit my blog .. hahas :) Is super nice ! I LIKE ! HAHAHAS :)

2010-06-05T22:49:00.000-07:00
Heyy :) I had so much fun during the Ladies Day Out ! heees :) actually our intention is help Mummy Atikah find a dress for her 1st Yr Anniversary With Daddy Mus. hees :)) Both of them are so cute and sweet.. they a met to be together.. :)) Last Long Kae :) I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH ! :)

2010-06-02T01:40:00.000-07:00
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2010-05-01T02:28:00.000-07:00
Heyy , ! Haappy weeekend ! :) Hahaas :) Im now doing nothing just spend my whole dae at my room . hahas :) coz, is like so bored. hmm... bt , i can't wait for tmr . bcoz , im will be going east cost with my bestie . we are going to have fun and at the same time we are going to do our LLA project. woooho ! happy lah seyy . hees :) and the other part of it. i can't to see my mistery guy that aiming to get my num.. hahas :) bt, too bad for him coz, he don't dare to asked from me.. hees :) anw, he cute.. we did talk too each other. it just we nvr tell each other abt our name.. so ya ! i admit i did admire him abit . heees :) Nanaaah Stop it ehk ! hahas :) Bt, the problem i been thinking from just now. I don't know what to wear.. hmmm :) I want to look good on that dae. hees :) i just want to be different from others.. bt, i don't want to over. hahahas :) most likely i been update my blog mondae or tuesdae abt tmr outing.. hmm... kae dhen till here.. coz, from morning i haven take a bath.. lazy arh to take bath early in the morning. hees :) Bye :) Take Care :)

2010-04-30T08:00:00.000-07:00
Heyy , im now kinda sad . haix . coz , the guy that i in love is att . bt , why he did this to me ? why u must did this to me ? why u must play with my feeling and why u give me hope ? WHY ! WHY ! do u know how hurt it is ? everytime i saw u at sch with the other girl's i will feel jealous and in da sudden i will cry. i try my best to throw away my feeling. bt , is hard. totally i been reject 5 guys jus bcoz my feeling to you is too strong . sumtime i feel bustard with that 5 guys . bcoz , i don't accecpt their love . the reason i don't accecpt is bcoz i have no feeling toward them and i don't want hurt their feeling . Haix ! Nanaah da tawu ape nk uat skrg ? so guys out there , who read my blog. do TAGS KAE ? loved Nanaah :)

2010-04-18T01:32:00.000-07:00
Heyy , todae for me is a very boring dae... haix !!! bt, yesterdae i really have fun.. heees.. coz, yesterdae go out with my clan.. we meet at 9am.. we go play pool at kovan.. after we play pool.. we go bowling... hahahas :) i admit... we totally have fun... while we at super bowl.. i was texting nizam.. whether he want to tag along with as.. nizam is my on9 line frend.. i get too know him from tagged..i meeting him at 4.30pm at hougang interchange... before i meet him..i meet my beloved bestie.. Heidi !! hahahahas:) while my clan and me otw to hougang inter... i waas shocked that in was rain.. i was like OMG ! how are we supposed to go east cost... ?? hmmm... after that nizam came.. hahahahas :) i was nervous... bt,is cool... we did talk to each other.. bt,not that much arh.. just a normal talk...hahahas :) nothing interesting. so,after meeting him.. we take bus 87 to bedok interchange, so that we can take 401 go too east cost park.. heees :) after we reach east cost.. i go meet my dad.. and we go mkn..hahahs :) after we mkn.. khairul(heidi bf) come..he come around 8pluz like that lah..i can't remember what time.. heees :) after that we sit down for awhile.. we go take a walk at beach,we talk2... hahahas:) we all talk crap ! hahas. khairul really make our dae.. coz,he make me and heidi laugh like hell !!! hahahaahs :) so,we go back around 10pluz.. i go bck with my dad.. bt,as for heidi and khai... they want to sit there... hmm... kaelah.. till here then :) take care :) loved farzana :)))

2010-04-14T07:34:00.000-07:00
Hey , yo ! im having alot of fun at sch for todae... neh,nothing interesting lah.. bt,it was fun... bt,the most fun is.. i told muntaqim abt my feeling... that i don't have any feeling... bt,im not comfortable that he keep msg me and call me.. he,like no feeling after i told him that... he just act like nothing happen.. likE WTF !! i don't know how to tell him.. Haiya !! FED-UP ARH ! hmm.. u guess what should i do ? im totally blank right now ! haiya !! if u guys got any comment do TAG ME aites :) Im waiting for it !! BYE :) Take Care :)

2010-04-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

Hey,
i know is been along time i nvr update my blog.. hahahahas
i soo lazy arh want to updare..heees
there noithing special i want share but...
i want to tell u guys abt this guy that i know...
his name is muntaqim :) same sch with me.. we start contact since last week...we been contact abt 2week plus...
what i know,he just diff with the other guys i know before...
he's no open minded,funny..and he seem like he nvr had a gf before...
is like this is his first time falling in love.
after i contact him...what i know is his brother is my brother frend...
I was like OMG !! i was shocked !
bt, i dont care... muntaqim did told he like me..
bt,i don't know..whether he mean it or not...
bt,i admit i don't have any feeling toward him...
bt,i willing to give him a chance...bt,i sad that he told me he can't contact me anymore bcoz his parent...
so,im still waiting... bt, i don't know how long i have to wait..
hmmmm :)

Kaelah till here then :)

Take care :)

Loved FARZANAAH<3>

2010-03-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

hey, been along time i nvr update my blog..heees;
i've been busy and lazy to update lah..
bt,now i totally pisses off..coz,my dad found out that i smoke..bt,lucky i stop smoking..since last tuesday..
hmm...now i feeling so lonely..coz,my life is so empty..no one to express my feeling...and no one to fall in love...many ppl say that being sgl is the best..ya,i know being sgl is the best..bt,if u stay sgl for a long time confirm u will feel bored and jealous with other couple..i try to endure with it..the harder i endure..the more i feel so lonely...hmm...yea,i know who i am..im not like the other girls that have a good look..not like me...haix !
bt,im lucky to have a frend like heidi,nisah,rinah and shaoping..that understand me in and out..

kae dhen till here then :)

2010-02-22T05:11:00.000-08:00

Hey ,
im now at home watching tv..Charlie Angels...Hahas :)..im like so fucking bored nothing to do..hahas :)in my mind only thinking abt this guys in my skewl..hahas :) it juz random thought..hees :) actually im thinking abt khaliff my first bf when i was sec1..now,he same skewl wif me..except he took nursing..im in electronic..hmm..what make me think abt abt him..is bcoz,nisah n heidi keept asking me why i don't patch up wit him ? hmm...haix !! is not i don't want to patch wif him..it juz, i only sayang him as a frend...i don't he wan me bck...coz,he going to focus on his study...that the thing..hmm...if lah he wan me bck...would we be happi ? hmm...i don't no..hahas :)
kaelah...
till here then..
take care :)))

2010-02-21T04:22:00.000-08:00

hey ,
Been a long time i nvr update mine blog..
Coz,i've been busy..hees...
yea,i did share wif my feeling...abt him..i noe i make up my mind althought i still badly love him..one dae i still let him go from my heart..is onli matter of time and whether i want it or not..cause i noe my love to him will nvr go far...so,i have to move one...and i feel sorry for my freind cause they try so hard to make me feel happy...so,i think i have to change myself...so,i decided to become the old farzana.that always happy and make people laugh..hahas :) so,to the guy that i in love..I have to say BYE2 !! i noe i've lonely for a long time..i just have to wait and wait until my mr right came to me i say they really love me who i am..hmm...
so,farzana u just have to believe in urself...kaes..i noe i can do it.is onli matter of time...

Hahas :)

Till here then...
Take Care :)

Loves : Farzanaah<3>

2010-02-10T05:24:00.000-08:00
Hey , Nanaah skrg kat umah..aur alek dari kolah..patuh nari alek kul 3.30..bt,nanaah temankan Heidi nga Dinie jln2..klau tk psl Heidi pakse..Nanaah tknk ikt..Hees..Tapy tk menyesal lah nanaah ikt..fun jgak jln2 nga dorg..Hees...tapy,sedih jgak jln2 nga dorg..tgk dorg swit jer,romantic..hmm..nanaah jealous sey..biler ehk,agak2 nye nanaah nye turn...Haix !! biler kter jln2 kat Tamp1..kter stop kat sate kedai cake..kedai turh ade offer..buy 3 get 1 free...so kter beli 3..tapy Dinie yg byr..nanaah rase malu gtu..yerlah..So,da jln2..Kter alek dlm kul 7.45..nanaah ampai umah kul 8.45..Hmm..penat sey..Nanaah sebenar nye..tk tawu ape nak uat..Should i wait for him or let him go ? since nanaah blg die psl perasaan nanaah..kter mcm da tk rapat sngt mcm dulu..bile ade bende penting jer kter bbl...klau tk kter dua..diamkan diri...hmm..Ntah lah...
Kaelah..Nanaah gtg...
Bye :)

2010-02-08T21:33:00.000-08:00
Hey , Nanaah nari no mood nak bbl...Nanaah skrg kat dlm klaz..cumer boleh diam kan diri...Nanaah btol2 sedih..Nanaah klau blh nk ketawe semau lpas nanaah blg...tapy,i was wrong...i should not tell him that..tapy psl heidi,dinie(heidi bf),nisah and rinah suruh blg die...so,i brave myself to tell him that...after i told him that..i feel paisey..bt,other side of me.im proud that i let my feeling out..hmm...tapy,nanaah dpt rasekan yg he trying avoiding me..i don't lah...haix ! nanaah tawu nanaah saper...Nanaah gemok tk lawa...saper nak kan nanah..so,nanaah kene sabar lah..ntah,nanaah rase mcm nk tukar..nanaah tknk jady nanaah yg dulu..suker buat org ketawe...nanaah skrg tk nk bnyk bbl..nanaah nak diamkan diri jer..biar org kater nanaah sombong...nanaah tk kesah...ntah,ehk bile nanaah da blg nanaah sukerkan die..perasaan nanaah tros da berubah..Nanaah skrg da make up my mind..tknk open any heart for guy althought nanaah sukerkan lelaki turh...biar nanaah idop sorg...nanaah yakin nanaah blh luperkan die..nanaah tknk ade ape2 perasan pon dkt mane2 lelaki..nanaah nak focus dgn nanaah nye study...walaupon susah nanaah have to try..no matter wad...i believe,i can do it..it juz take time...I must believe to myself... kaelah..nanaah gtg... Nanaah nk temang kan fikirna nanaah... Bye :)

2010-02-05T04:42:00.000-08:00
Heyy People , ! Sorie is been so long I nvr update my Blog ! Been Bz.. Hahas :) Niwae,Nie Nanaah nk psl last Wed..Bile Nanaah,Nazirul,Aliff,Mariam,Sofea,Heidi na Natasha gy jamming..dkt nga kolah..Hahas :) Kter abez kolah kul dlm kul 3.30..Hahas..BLAH2...kiter ampai aner dlm kul 4 lbh gtu arh..Hahas :) Kter ameq bilik $13..Bile kter da msok turh tros semua senyap.hahas..Dah gtu..Aliff na naz tgh pikir lagu aper nak maen..Nanaah diri..tgh tunggu bile Nanaah start nyanyi..Hees :) Dhen Bile Naz nga aliff da start nak maen guitar..Nanaah duduk kat bwh..Skali Naz nga Aliff maen lagu Nurain.hees :) Biler Naz da start nyanyi..Bile part choris die stop,tanye Nanaah nak pkai name saper,Tros Natasha ckp pakai Name Nanaah..Tat time Nanaah tgh Lost..Hahas :) Abey,Naz tukar Name Nurain Jadi Name Farzana..Hahahas :) Nanaah duduk kat bwh Da Paiseyy Gyler arh...Da LOST !! Nanaah cumer blh ketawe jer ! HAHAHAS :) da gtu..Naz nga Nanaah Plan Nak Nyanyi lagu Tak Ku Sangka Tak Ku Duga From Apit..Kter Duet..Bt,kter suare tk kuat sngt ..Hahas:) Mcm Malu2 tu..Padahal2..Hahas:) Ade lagi Nanaah nak blg..Bt,a bit personal arh..Hees..Sorie !! Hmm...kter alek dari jamming dlm 5.30 gtu...Dhen kter naek bas kat East Point..Hees:) Naz naek train,Nanaah,Heidi,Mariam na Sofea Naek Bas 38 tron bedok..Hees :) Dhen biler da tron Bedok..Kter go seperate ways... Kaelah..GTG !!! bYE2.. LOVED : Nanaa[H]yperh<3>

2010-02-02T06:41:00.000-08:00
Heyy , Nanaah skrg kat umah...tgh tak tawu ape nak uat sey..Lagy tgk cite Jihan..Best sey cite die !! Hees :) Nary nanaah aleq 4 coz nanaah cabot klaz..hees..Psl nak teman heidi umper die punye admire..Hees..So tady kter gy lepak2 kat daerah umah Nanaah..Mase lepak to..Mendaq jgak arh..Apiz(Heidi Admire) dgn Afiq(kwn Apiz) Senyap jerh..tak bbl..Cumerh Heidi nga Nanaah yg bbl...Dorg boleh ketawe..ambil sambil Nanaah bbl nga heidi..Nanaah Perasan yg Apiz nga Afiq msg each other..Mcm bnyk duit gtu..sambil dorg msg..dorg ketawe..Nanaah nga Heidi pon tak tawu ape yg kelakar sngt...so,kter lpak2..BLAH,BLAH,BLAH..ampai kul 8lebih Nanaah ckp nga Heidi yg Nanaah Nak aleq..Psl da mlm,nanaah da ngatok...Abey,Nanaah nak uruh Heidi antar..Bey,die pergi blg apiz..Apiz Blg Afiq..Bey,Nanaah terkejot sey..Bile Apiz uruh Afiq antar Nanaah aleq...Hahas :) Nanaah tros Paiseyy !! Hahas :) Da gtu..kter gerak...Bey,sambil jln dorg 2 keep ketawe...Tk tawu aper kes..Bile jln..Nanaah perkir CAT !! Heidi da lari sepuluh Batu..Coz,Heidi takot kuching..Nanaah,Apiz nga Afiq da ketawe mcm org gyler..Abey,dorg antar Nanaah alek ampai kat lift umah Nanaah...Hahaas :) Hahaas : ) Nanaah tkleh sabar arh bsk..Gy Jamming !! YAHOOO !! ;DD !! Kaelah GTG !! bYE2.. nAK SLEEP !! NYTES ; )))

2010-01-31T03:13:00.000-08:00

Hey , Now im at home watching Vcd Senario the Movie..Hahas..The movie very funny...Im going to share my feeling...
Bt,most of all..I have to say sorry to Haiqalz bcoz i cannot accpt hys love..i don tink im the right person for hym..im afraid that i cannot make him happy..
So,i hope he will understand my situation...
Bt,when i tink back..i not ready for any relationship...
Hmm...im confused right now...

Kaelah..i Will end here..
Bye...
Take Care ;D !

LOVED Farzana<3>

2010-01-29T07:12:00.000-08:00
Hye, Nanaah Mendaq seyy..Tak tawu ape nak uat..Hahas :) Skrg Nanaah Tgh tgk cite Erlin Montel..Hee..bey,da tkderh ape2 nak uat..Hahas.. Tady kat kolah Nanaah btol2 bad mood sey nga hariz...Saje jerh Nak panggil Nanaah Minah Rep !! Wak die Minah Rep ! Sot seyy Nanaah Kejap..Slh kerh klau Nanaah pkai eye liner gy kolah..tak kacau prg perh.. Bey,die ckp Nanaah gy kolah nk blajar atau nk carik mataer..BINGIT KAN...SAKETKAN HATI...da,gtu Nanaah Dary lapar tros jady takder selere nak mkn..Da bez mkn nanaah troz pergi klaz..lagy duduk kat situ..lagy saket hati..Da,gtu nanaah msg Amirul tanye die kat mane..Bey,die kat cafe1..Bey,Nanaah mls nak tron..Nanaah tunggu jer lah kat klaz..ampai cikgu dtg...Bile,cikgu da msok..bey,Hariz nga Nisah..Nanaah troz da bbl nga die...as if lyke nothing Happen.. Sorie ehk Nisah Nga Rinah klau tady Nanaah Ade uat attitude...Coz,Nanaah tol2 bingit n marah...Bt,Nanaah tk mrh kat Nisah nga Rinah...

2010-01-26T20:45:00.000-08:00
Hey !!! Nanaah skrg kat dlm comp lab..Lagy ade Digital Electronic Lesson...BORING !! Nanaah ngatok seyy..Smlm bbl nga Haiqalz ampai kul 2 pagi..hmm....Hahahas :) Naseb baek Nanaah start kolah lmbt...Klau tak..takleeh bangun...Waduh2 !! Bt,Nanaah have fun bbl nga die...Bile ngatok tros tak jady ngatok...Hmm...Kter bbl bnyk arh..Tak tawu cam maner nk share...Haiqalz blg Nanaah psl die punye Ex-gf...Hahas :) hmm....Saje jerh die panggil Nanaah Kakak Hotstuff ? juz bcoz Nanaah ade 12 Ex-bf ? Hahahas :) Hmm...Tady Pagi biler Nanaah Dpt msg die..Die ckp die lmbt gy Kejer..Kesian seyy...Nanaah tkt die kene marah dgn Boss Die..Haix... Kaelah...Nanaah Gtg... Nak Dngr ape cikgu Nanaah Ajar... Hopefully masok otak lah... Hahahas :) Take Care : ) LOved Farzanaah <3>

2010-01-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

Heyy , Gd Nite Everyone ! Hahas :) Nanaah tgh bored seyy..Nanaah da tk tawu ape nk uat..Haix..Nanaah skrg tgh tunggu Haiqalz abez work..Pastu kter nk bbl on the fon..hahas :) Nanaah tros terkejot seyy biler haiqalz ckp die pendek,gemok and ade tatoo kat satu badan die..Nanaah da lah phobia n takut klau org badan ader tatoo...Hmm...nanaah tak tawu aper nak uat...hmm...Haix ! Nanaah Confused seyy skrg...
Kaelah Nanaah Gtg !!
Nk tok2 nga haiqalz !!
Hahas:)
NITES !!
lOVE d Farzanaah !!

2010-01-25T22:10:00.000-08:00
Heyy !! Nanaah Skrg kat dlm klaz hees....same stroy as last week...Tgh mendak Skrg seyy..Takderh paperh nak uat..heee...Da lah nanaah deman..Bt,Nanaah happie psl Nanaah contact nga atu lelaki Name die Haiqalz..Nanaah knal die throught chatting...Haiqalz fun seyy org die...Kter da knal nak msok dua hari..bt,care die lyn Nanaah cam kter da knal lame...Tapy nanaah tknk berharap sngt lah kat die..coz,Nanaah tknk kecewe...Hmm...Tapy,die cari banget..bile nanaah ckp,Nanaah saket..die suruh nanaah cuci muke,minom bnyk air sambil bace selawat 3kali...Swit kan..Nanaah tros cair sey bace..AWW !! SWIT KAN !!! HAHAHAS !! Hmmm....Bey,bile kter msg2...Die mati2 ckp yg nanaah jadi bini die..Sanggop die kerje rabak2 setakat nak dptkan duit...kelakar kan !! Hahahas :DD !! Nanaah asyik tersenyum sendiri sey !! mcm org gyler...heees !! Kaelah Nanaah Gtg !! Got lesson to take care !! DADA !!

2010-01-20T11:43:00.000-08:00
Hye!Skrg nanaah kat dlm klazz...Doing nothing..haha:)Tady biler nanaah nga nisah ampai klaz kter nmpk budk aru...Name aliff...Die tukar course..hahas:)Die org die pendiam..hahas :) nanaah tady terkejot biler bengap ckp Heidi dtg kolah...tros..nanaah umper die mkn lunch together nga klazmate nanah semua..ya,nanaah rindu die sngt sey...care kter bbl lane gtu...mcm da 1thn tak umpe...bt,we had fun...tady,aliff pon ikut kterh gy lunch amer2..hahas..nanaah tak tawu knaper nary nanaah ade mood nak blajar...slalunye nanaah no mood taw...mcm ade problem...haha..bt,nanah sad coz,fliq mesay mrh kan nanaah psl smlm...coz,nanaah asyik kacau die jerh...nanaah da ckp sorie...bt,nanaah tawu die masey mrhkan nanaah...nanah dpt rasekan turh..HIAX !!! Nanaah Sad :( ! HEES :( .. Hmm... Nanaah da decide nanaah nak lupekan semua org kat dlm hati nanaah..kerana psl nanaah tawu psl dorg tkkan terime nanah..walaupon susah pon..nanaah harus luperkan jgak... Klau ade niat..mesti boleh..hmm.. Kaelah..Nanaah GTG !! BYE :)) !!!

2010-01-16T06:22:00.000-08:00
Hye !! Yesterdae I finish skewl at 12.. So,i decided to mit my dearest frend...Ika... I miss he so Much !! I like so damn happie get to mit her... On that dae she juz came back from sec4 camp... So,i told her to go back home first..Put her bag at home,rest first or go and take a bath... She refused to take a bath..EEE !! bucuk !! HAHAS :DD ! After i mit here around 2pluz... She wanted to grab some lunch at macdonald.. So,i accompany her...She ate Macspicy !! YUMMY !! After that,We both share money buy Rokok !! Da beli rokok... We lepak2 at the void deck.. We dunnoe wad blok... So,we decided to record our voice when we're singing... It was wonderful !!! Hahas :) I don noe that it can turn out so nice..Hahas :) We both like so happy !! that our voice so freaking CUTE !! Hees :) Till Here Dhen !! LOVED FARZANAAH <3>!

2010-01-16T05:29:00.000-08:00
Hye !!
Todae,there's nothing for mie to share..
Bt,i always wanted to show u guys my Pic that i took wif my classmate
This pic is been tooked by NISAH ! Rinah&Nanaah :D Nisah&Nanaah :D I think that is enough for mie to share wif u guys ! Hahas :DD

Loved FARZANAAH <3 !

2010-01-15T04:59:00.000-08:00
Hey ! On the wed ! Hariz brought his own guitar...Coz,we plan wan go jamming again... Hahas :) This is Naz Plan.. When we at skewl..During our lunch time..Naz sitting in between me n nisah... So,he play the guitar..The song that he play was Always Be My Baby by David Cook.. While he was singing...I was texting my frend... at that point Nisah look at me.. She told me That..Naz Was looking at me..So,i decide look at him.. Nisah laugh... Nanaah : Asl kau ketawe ? ( Why u laugh ?) Nisah : Naz, Eye Contact nga kau lah .. (Naz look into my eye ) Nanaah : Shhh..Diam arh...Aku Paisey Dok ! Both of us keep laughing at each other..Coz,my face turn red...Nervous !!! I keep smiling at myself... Hahas :D Around 3.30 we finish our class... So straight go to the jamming studio... We reach there around 4..Coz,the journey from ite simei..Not that far.. Haha:) When we reach there... Naz,Straight away took the guitar...N start playing.. While he start playing... There's a chair beside him... So,i sit beside..coz,there's no other place to sit... Hahas:) So,i sit beside him..Nisah sat beside the drum.. She was facing me... Bt,at first naz was facing Nisah... In the Sudden..Naz,Facing at me... At first i don realise it.. When he start singing.. He sang malay..From apit.. N i noe that song... When naz sing..I also follow he sing... While he was singing..He keep looking at me... N noe it.. I was so damn Paisey !! So,he ask me to sing using the mic.. N i refused... Coz,i scared my voice suck !! Hahs:) So,30min later..i decided to sing...So,i told him.. Nanaah : Okae aku nyanyi kau pon nyanyi sekali.. Naz : hmm..okae.. He start playing the song... And i n him star singing.. In the sudden he stop singing.. Bt,i continue sing... While i was singing..He was looking at me.. Hahahas :) My frend Natasha Told Mie Thar My voice Not bad !! Hahas:) I keep smiling !! Around 6 pluz we go home.. Naz took the same buz ... So,we took 31..to tamp inter... Whiel we're inside the bus.. I was standing beside hym.. The bas was fully pack !! Then in the sudden Naz heard ine techno song.Was fuckig loud.. N naz keep dancing...I Standing beside him..He like keep pushing me... Coz,He having fun dancing !! Hahas :) So,after we alight.. We shake hand before we seperated.. Hahas :) i told my frend.. That i had fun Jus now ! My frend Keep smiling at me ... Hahas :) Till here then !! Take care ;D LOVE FARZANAAH ;D

2010-01-15T04:52:00.000-08:00
Hyel0oo ! Im not at home .. Bored GYLER ! Hmm..skrg nanaah Nak cite ikit.. Heees.. On the 11jan..Nanaah,Ezatty,Naz&Hariz..gy jamming kat simei...Hariz yg blanjer.. Heees... Biler kter da ampai aner... Naz nyanyi mcm2 lagu..haha:) Suare Naz Power GYLER !! Nanaah Dngr Pon Cair !!! Hahas :) So,kter Keluar dari jamming studio dlm kul 5lebih.. Lepas jamming kter jln2 kat east point... Tat point kter takderh plan nak gy aner.. Hahas.. Lepas jln2..Kter dok2 kat banquet,,,Setakat nak dpt kan aircon jerh..Haha lepas da dok2..Kul 6.45..Kter semua da aleq... Hahas:) Yeah !! Kter semua have fun !!! Kaelah.. Bye !! :)

2010-01-11T23:53:00.000-08:00
Hyel00oo :) Hmm... Im bored ryte now !!! Now i at skewl..doing nothing...My teacher, like don't care us wad we were inside the class... Hahas :) Me n my classmate doing our own things.. Hmm...FUCKING BORED... Bt,juz now i was on the fon wif my Fliq (My on9 frend) Yea,He keep entertain me..I told hym everthing abt my personal problem.. i don noe y i can share my problem wif hym..I wonder why ! Hahas:D Bt,i sad for him..Coz,His mom now at hospital..I don Noe y..I pitty for him... Haix !! I wish I had A Boyfrend..Can entertain me all the time.. I've been sgl for a long time..I don noe for how long.. Yea !!! BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaahas:DDD n this is me..nisah..slalu suke kacao org!!kwang3...hahaha.... die slalu mcm nie taw...kecian kan die??kan3??hahaha... k luhh...nnti si mok nie marah..hahah...chaw!! Hahas:) Si Nisah Nie Memang ade2 jerh slalu .. Suke kacau Nanaah..bile nanaah lagy no mood... Bt,Nanaah happy lah..ade org nak entertain nanaah... Hahahs:) Nanaah Boring sey kat klazz ! Kaelah..Nanaah GTG !! Tatatititutu !! :) Nanaah LOVE YOU !! Take Care ;D *wink*

2010-01-08T06:58:00.000-08:00
Hyeloo !
Hahas :)
Im now going share wif u wad happen on Wed .
When i was in the class..I,nisah,Amin and Naz was sitted at the back of the class...While Our Teacher Was talking wif us..We don hear a think wad our teacher talking abt..Coz,we're bz talking n taking photo...

Here is the Pic We took !
Amin&Nanaah :)
Nanaah&Nazirul :)
Nanaah&Nisah :) Cool Rite the Pic !! Hahaha i noe ! :)

2010-01-06T05:19:00.000-08:00
Hey !! SOrie Is been a long time i nvr update my blog... I have been very bz... Heees :) Hmm...What can i say.. On my first day of skewl.. Is was great..Not that bad..At first i was nervous coz i don noe who is my classmate..What i noe is The course that i took has less girls then boys..That y i feel awkward... for the first dae..We have to report at Ite At 9am..So i arrive around 8.55... SO,i have to go to the Indoor sport hall..Outside Indoor sport hall There's a list of name..So,we noe what class we are in.. After a few hour i with my classmate...Yea,i did have fun... All my classmate a freindly.. Kaelah.. GTG.. TAKE CARE :)

2009-12-22T23:48:00.000-08:00

Hyel0o !!

Hey,sorrie for this few daes i nvr update myne blog..

Been lazy arh to update..

But wad important is..

Im so happy that last sunday..Im totally have fun..

Coz, i get to see myne admire at myne house..

Can say myne famil has this feast for myne small brother..

N myne parent invite all their frend..

One of myne brother frend bring their children along

I was so happy that one the child is myne admire...

I have been admire going 7month..

Bt,he don no that i admire him..

Juz kept it low profile hahas :D

Before myne admire came...

Atikah came around 2 pluz..

So,she text me saying that she reaching soon..

So,i and myne brother frend fetch her at myne house bustop..

after fetching her..i straight away introduce her to myne dad n mom...

After introduce her to them..We try to find a place sit..so that she can enjoy her meal..

We been standing there for neary 45min..juz to find a place to sit...

Atikah was getting fed-up..so,she told me.. " Ehk,kiter gy cary tempat laen duduk arh.."

i say " rlelax lah...kter tunggu jer"

after waiting another 15min..we walk around the blk..N we took a lift..go to 12storey and smoke..

hahas:) After we have done..We took some pic..So that we release our "BORING"

After we have done taking photo..

We go back down and see whether there a place for us to sit..

Hees :) after eating..atikah go back home..coz,her family plan to go out..spend tyme together...

After atikah go home..

Myne classmate came..Khaliff,heidi,dinie(heidi bf),solihin n hidayu..

they came around 4pluz..

Hahas:) And on that dae is heidi and dinie 6month anniversary...Hopefully they last long..N happy together !

Hahas :) Happy for them..

Kaelah..I tink i will stop here...

Bye :)

TAKE CARE :)

Signing Off Farzana 23/12/09 4.15pm

2009-12-19T00:33:00.001-08:00
Hey People !! Sorry for so long i never update my blog.. I been busy this few day.. Hees:) Now,i very very tired...This coming sunday on the 20Dec..My famil as this Feast for my younger brother..Who just been "sunat" Last monday on the 13Dec...WAW !!! Since Monday onward..Im very tired...Help my parent do this do that.. Now,is my only time i can update my blog..Hees:) Anw,Yesterday On he 18Dec I just received my N-Level result..I was totally nervous..In mind only thinking..Hopefully i pass my N-level and no hope for my math..Bt,after i received my result i was shocked that i pass all myne subject..I was shocked that my N-level point.was good.. I was proud of myself..I always think negative..that i cannot make it..Bt,now i prove to my parents that i can do it... After i take my result.. Me,heidi,natasha,nadhirah and atikah. We go grab something to eat.. After we finish eating.. We walk to amk central n take bus home.. Before i seperate with my frend.We give each other one last hug.. Cause i don noe when im going to meet them... Im totally miss them alot.. There are my onli frend...that understand me up n bottom... Okaelah.. I think i will n here... So take CARE :) love Farzana<3

2009-12-13T19:52:00.000-08:00
Dear ! Where have u been these few dae ? u noe how much i miss you...I try to msg u...bt,i didn't reply any of myne msg...I don noe what happen with you...U said u love me..Bt,where is ur love to me...I totally need u by myne side..Every nite i waited for ur phone call..Im now not feeling well juz bcoz i think of u every sgl dae...U don noe how much ILOVEYOU !! Im freaking MISSING YOU BABY !! I cannot endure with myne feeling toward you... U totally SUCK AN IDIOT !! U juz wanna play wif myne feeling...U give me alot hope...IHATEYOU !!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-12T23:23:00.000-08:00
Todae im reall feeling down ! Im totally hear broken by him..I Thought he really love me..bt,it juz a word..He don relly mean it...bt,in fact is all a lie...I don noe how expressed myne feeling..It juz hurt so much...Bt,i have to say Thanx to myne frend Ika.Nonet..That give me advice..n make myne dae..Im glad to have her ask myne frend...

2009-12-12T08:10:00.000-08:00
Hyel0o !! Today can say is my bad day..I don't why...I feel lazy to do anything..I feeling down because my boyfriend didn't msg me for nearly 4 days...Yesterday, i try msg him saying that im Otw going to hospital..Bt,he didn't reply my msg..Usually if i msg him..He will try using his house phone to call...Now im confused with my status..whether im still with him or not..Cause i been waiting for his Call and msg... Anw,this is what i wanna share with you guys.. So Take Care :) Im Signing Off.. 12.12.09 / 12.28am Loves Farzanaah<3

2009-12-12T03:09:00.001-08:00

Hellu! DadaEmilyWeiss here((;
I'm here because i helpin Farzanah with her blog. Currently now i'm waiting for her to do her tagboard. Actually she olready make one, but i can't log in. So prolly now she's trying to do it again. Okay, so laterh maybe she updating aft i've done with her blog. So Farzanah, make sure you update your blog regularly okay. Don't delete this post okay. So jyeah! Welcome to BLOGGER babe. Heee. *Winks*. Get used to it oteh.
Takecares.
ChalohBetey!